1. When dread creeps in, what tends to set it off first? *

A) Something important slipping from my memory. The fear that what I know—who I am—is fading.

B) Realizing I’ve been misled, manipulated, or that reality isn’t what I thought it was.

C) Feeling stuck. The sense that no matter what I do, I’m not moving forward.

D) The creeping exhaustion of simply existing in a world that demands too much.

2. Existence is meaningless. Pick the flavor of that meaninglessness that bothers you most. *

A) The past is slipping away, and there’s no way to hold onto it.

B) No one really knows what’s real, and we’re all making it up as we go.

C) Nothing moves forward, and I am stuck in an endless cycle of uncertainty.

D) I am too tired for this conversation.

3. You are lost. How do you react? *

A) I retrace my steps, trying to reconstruct where I went wrong. It’s about understanding the path

B) I question if I was ever in the right place to begin with. Maybe the whole map was a lie.

C) I freeze. Indecision feels safer than taking the wrong step

D) I sigh and accept that I’ll just live here now. New location, same existential fatigue.

4. What haunts you more? *

A) That memories and experiences will be forgotten, erased, or lost to time.

B) That I’ll never fully understand what is real or true.

C) That I’ll always be in limbo, waiting for life to happen.

D) That I will burn out completely before I ever get a chance to rest.

TIEBREAKER QUESTION: What’s your least favourite part of being alive?

A) The fact that things are constantly changing, and I can’t control what is lost.

B) The fact that truth is slippery, and reality is often curated for someone else’s benefit.

C) The fact that I have to make decisions with no guarantee they’ll be right.

D) The fact that I never seem to have enough time, energy, or bandwidth to function properly.

6. When you spiral, where does your mind take you? *

A) I relive past events in extreme detail, picking apart what I could have done differently

B) I fixate on misinformation and how easily people are led astray.

C) I stress over all the things I haven’t finished and the potential they will never be completed.

D) I hit a mental shutdown because my brain is operating at 1% battery, and there is no charger in sight.

7. What’s your relationship with nostalgia? *

A) It’s a warm but painful thing. The past is gone, but I can still hold onto it.

B) I distrust nostalgia. It’s often a way to rewrite reality and manipulate people.

C) It’s a mask people wear to cover up the present. The illusion of “better times” is just another performance.

D) I don’t have time for nostalgia—I’m too tired keeping up with the present.

8. What role do you usually take in social situations? *

A) The silent observer, cataloging everything for later analysis

B) The person who points out the inconsistencies in people’s logic and calls out bullshit.

C) The one who holds space for people’s emotions, even when they don’t want to feel them.

D) The one slowly backing away into the shadows, hoping no one notices.

9. You must carry an unbearable truth. How do you handle it? *

A) I archive it deep in my mind. Some things are too heavy to share.

B) I tell everyone, even if they don’t want to hear it. The truth doesn’t care about comfort.

C) I hold it quietly, letting it settle. It doesn’t need to be spoken—just acknowledged.

D) I analyze it until I’m so exhausted that I don’t care anymore.

10. You’ve made a mistake. What haunts you more? *

A) That it will be remembered forever.

B) That I didn’t even realize it until much later.

C) That it will keep me from moving forward.

D) That I’ll have to live with it but still function like a normal human.

11. What frustrates you most about other people?

A) They rewrite the past to suit their own narratives.

B) They believe anything if it's loud enough.

C) They never change, even when transformation is necessary.

D) They expect me to always be present, social, and available.

12. You’re on the edge of burnout. What do you do? *

A) Push through, hoping I’ll just get used to feeling this way.

B) Distract myself with meaningless online content until my brain is static

C) Retreat into myself, hoping no one notices I’m gone.

D) Overanalyze why I feel this way instead of doing anything about it.

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